January 2010
imissyou,
i wish you were here, or i was where you were. you know that.
dont worry, you needn’t be threatened by anyone.
“I can see that you’re not beside me
But I still feel you shine inside of...”
“But you left this feeling here inside me
The battle in my mind still fights me”
“I won’t lie
I still can’t say that I
Admit we went too far
And...”
“On a rainy Monday
…a feeling inside me
Like the days of summer
On a...”
“But you left this feeling
Here inside me
One that never fails to find...”
“I don’t mind
You’re someone who ain’t mine
But someone that...”
December 2009
“She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies’...”
just put,
all my music and videos and such on my new ipod :] I’m verrrryyyy happy to have my music back. :D
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formspring.me
Mmmf, Avery. It’s Seejay. And I’m gonna tell you something. :)
My phone is broken, and I’m not getting a new one until the day after Christmas, I think, but uhhh. I got yer card. And I love it. It’s hanging right up on my wall, and I can’t help but smile when I see it. :D
I miss you~
:D
Ellozzz☻
Heyy.
Whats up...
“I’ll have a blue Christmas without you
I’ll be so blue thinking...”
“Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.”
“She says it’s lack of sex
That’s bringing me down.”
a moonbeam away,
it’s nights like these when the moon rises in sepia and croons in latin that I wonder why you don’t take my hand and lead me to the lake so we can crawl into the eyes of silence and reminiscence
“To catch a monster
We make a movie
Set the tempo
And cut and cut its brains...”
“If she’s going under I can hold my breath till the sky comes back
Or...”
“You convinced yourself that you want it, but you don’t know
You keep...”
“You toss all the mornings lost to the clouds and you watch it go
Your fair...”
“I’m a curse and I’m a sound
When I open up my mouth
There’s...”
so,
I guess my heart “attacks” are more serious than I thought.
oops.
you make me feel,
alive. I can’t even sleep right now. And when I try to think of a good reason, I think of you. And how you said you wish I could hold you, and we could cuddle, and I said, goddamnit, I won’t be able to sleep alone now, and you asked why, and I said because I’ll want someone to hold too much. And, I still haven’t slept. And, I leave in… a few hours. For a week or so. I...
“U-R-A-Q-T is yer dad a dealer cos yer dope to me”
“She loves you because she thinks you’re honest. Oh, how wrong she is about...”
brennan,
this girl is amazing. I talked to her for almost four consecutive hours tonight, until she fell asleep. Which was too bad, but still. She has the most… intense mind. Her thoughts, the way she can find all her words, and form all her thoughts… She’s deep. And she has a huge heart. Everything we’ve been through, and she’s still there… It’s crazy. I love it....
“I stopped fearing the possibility of monsters under my bed when I realized the...”
missing person,
my brother. he’s supposedly in valdez, 6 hours away, with his friend and his family. and, he was supposed to be back today, but no one’s heard from him and no one’s answering their phones… for about 2 days? Idk. My mom’s getting worried.. ha. eh.
roadtrip,
I’m gonna finish my courses as early as I can. Then, head 3,688 miles and get this girl in oklahoma, and go on an epic roadtrip. Maybe go to California first. San Francisco… Hm. I’ll update more when I know more. Anyone wanna join? :] Depending on the room in my car… Brennan and I, and hopefully Sam (a dog) if I can get him :]
How much trouble can you get in for stealing a...
